Find Yourself

The day has been hot for a couple days. I do not wanna stay in the fucking poor cover at all,even if a minute,where was warm ,but now just the stopper of my respiratory .The air is too thin which fills the full room to breath smoothly ,anyway the silence can't be hiden.

If that makes me happy,it can't be that bad,if that makes me happy,then why the hell am I so sad?I don't know what is going on with my mind.

There is neither happiness nor misery in the world ,there is only the comparison of one state with another,noting more.He who has felt the deepest grief can best be able to experience the supreme happiness . We must have felt what it is to die, that we may appreciate the enjoyments of life.Live, then, would be happy.All the human wisdom is contained in these two words--Hope and Wait.Alexandre Dumas Pere